God's inStrumeNt

2005-03-06T02:47:00.000-08:00

heyys.. hahas. wonderful service yest. God rele touched me. especially the sermon part. althho mani said it was boring. i found it was interesting. duno why. bud yar. scences of the passion of the christ kept flashing througbh my brain when pastor ben started to preach the part on jesus being betrayed. was really touched by God. really see how much jesus love me. and yar. found this book. abt jesus and how he scarcrifice for us. learnt alort chim chim things. yays. add to my alreadi chim knowledge. kiding. ahahs.

okok
so now. i am officially the curser and maboo has no name yet, we are now in the mutant high school cools>?

2005-03-04T05:37:00.000-08:00

once again. thank you ms lim!!! bow down* wonderful teacher. thank God for u. really allowed God to speak right into my life. wad God said thru u are so sharp that yar. cuts deep down the seperates my heart and soul. God is ashamed of me. i finally realised,.. and thank God for u , that u mentioned how disappointed the christian teachers were when they found out i am a christian yet i am nort so good. i get the whole point God wants to convey to me. and yar. not to disapooint u and God. i am gonna be a full time guai kia. yeahx. so yar. thanmk u ms lim, ms soh and ms gan. thanks for being so nice!!! THANK GOD FR U!

2005-03-03T03:49:00.000-08:00

heyys pple well. feeling better after wadd happened yest. hrmms. told my shepie wadd happen and yar. starting anew againn

went to watch movie todae. forgot wad the show name is bud yar. happi brithdae to pei pei!! haas. okok. the movie was quite siann. almost felt asleep. its a romantic movie and yar. all my fwens cried except sheeting and me. i was thinking.. hrmms. we so emotionless. haahs. its not no emotions can. its controling emotions. hahas.

well. so yar. bakk here. going to do quiet tym again. hahas. cyas

2005-03-02T05:22:00.000-08:00

deaR daDdY.

its been a long tym dad, since i felt the warmth of ur hug. i knoe u are there for me every moment. i just did'nt take the tym to listen to wad u want to tell me and yar. ur warmth. i nid to renew that feeling again lord. oni this feeling can renew my soul. your prescence, i need u to rain it down on me. let me feel ur love dadd. many things havv happened and u have seen how i hav acted this few daes. i hav nort glorify u lord, instead, i bought shame to u. my teachers, wad they said i will remeber, aren't u ashamed of urself. altough they were like suaning me, bud yar, it relle hurts seeing how much u loved me and how i hav treated that love u blessed wif me. this new life that u gave me, i did not take it seriously bud lived it in the wae i did last tym. i seriously must do wad i vowed lord. for the third dae in a row. i broke that. and yes. i feel bad abt it lord bud it seems like climbing a mountain to do that.

well. out of all these sad happenings. there is one thing i am glad abt. Lord, u do not conddemm me. u still love me as whu i am. i will awaes be ur child. i thank u for loving me so much lord. and yesh,. i nid that strength from u. to kip up wad i hav promised. God, finish the good work u started in me. i wanna see that new me soon. i knoe. that nort only must i try hard. bud yesh. i nid ur guidance encouragment and love. i will not leave mattar as this. i will not be that one whu sits there and do nth. i wanna pick up myself and start eqquipping myself wif verses to fight this moody stuffs once more. satan. u carn get me that easily my father wil never allow me to do so for he lved me so muchh. so yesh. get out of my sight!

scribble love letters to daddyy

2005-03-02T02:48:00.000-08:00

heyys pple. hahas. did'nt block yest larhs. sorri erhs. ahas. erhs. so yar. wuill tok abt yest too.

okok. bought a new fone yest. motorola E 398. kinda cools larhs. ahas. gort the MP3 thingy that i loved and guess wadd the music play de tym. the fone will vibrte dao siao. hahas. okok. took the whole dae to load songs in. hahas. the com lagg marhs. then kppp hangin. hahas. well. collected my spects too. kinda cool larhs,. hahas. this week ahs been a huge change for me larhs. hrmms. firstly. my hair? then the spects and yar the fone. i felt. the attitude of me has changed to. mabbe is other the influence of the world. saw lings blog. let God change u. not the world. so yar. seriously nid to change for God and yar,. turn into sumone God wans me to be. so yar..

hahas. todae mroning. i summhow scolded my best fwenn. never scold ehr be4 bahs. and yar. guess she's hurt or pissed larhs. so ayr. sowiee kkaes????

okok. so yar., not bloggin long. gtgg. byee. God bless

2005-02-28T02:05:00.000-08:00

God will make a wae. no mattar wadd. hahas. sumtyms, people wanna change. me for example yearn to change for the better, i wanna alow this God, teh real and only God to change me into a person he wants me to be. bud, it takes time and seriousnes, a lil energy and alort encouragment. well. todae was'nt veri good ya knoe. i did'nt do well in wad i promised God and yar. i am sad abt that,. hrmms. i knoe how hurt dad is. he wil forgive me right?

ok. so yar.. i became more and more lazy this daes. carn stand this thing animore. feeling tired abt anithing bud yar. glad to knoe that there is awaes this God beside me. guiding me. yepps. his words add encouragment and zeal to my original self. the holy spirit fills me up so well that i see things in such different wae. yepps. ok. so yar. meeting jun wei tml. this week, i gonna finish up all the follow ups and shepherdings. God, help me erhs. hw will. i believe in him and his works.no mattar how busy i am. Holy spirit will awaes remind me. put God in front of everything.

looking bakk at the daes i havernt been a christian. i relle regretted how i did things and how i cope wif life. well. i remembered the daes when i am in search to fill this emptyness in my heart. and yar. i am real glad for shern. she brought me to church. God really changed my life. BGR was the only thing i look to in the past. well. i have changed le. crushes stu happen bud at least i learnt to cope wif them. glad that yar. God chose me from so mani pple to save me. and yar. i gonna spread his word to as much pple as i can. doing God's words can relle keep me joyful. okays, seeing myself in the core team relle makes me happi now and then. i wonder, a person like me can serve God in the coreteam. relle glad to achieve that. hrmms. God uses imperfect pple. as long as we surrender our hearts to God. God will make a wae. now that he is in my life. i am refreshed daily and yar. i hav decided not to give up that vow i made to God gonna stop wad i used to do. God, wil make a wae. yepps. hrmms. relle hope that my followupies and sheep can rise as shepherds soon. especially shane. he grew much over this months and yar. i see that he wants to serve God le.

ok. pple.. i gtg. God bless.

lings. i promise not to bangsehh u tml.=x

2005-02-27T04:25:00.000-08:00

ok. so i am back. wif a new hair style. going to school wif this look. hahas. kinda like it though. think my friends will start judging it. and guess wad. lingalings will be the first to view it since she will be studying wif me. ahhas. okok.

so yar. went to uncle's house todae for buffet. had my fill sia. hahas. so dam full. came home and rushed down to this new hair salon downstirs, kinda cools. its new and yar. hav the professional look in it. the pple are good too. hahas. then this kind lady came to cut my cute cute hair. =x. so yar. love it though. ahahs. ok. not gonna sae much bud yar.

found out that God relle wants us to belong to him. hrmms. duno why bud yar. suddenly speak to me abt this. i wonder if that person dknoes. hahas i kinde feel that she's dry larhs. so yar. to that person. God is near awaeas and yar. belong to himm

2005-02-26T05:01:00.000-08:00

heyys pple. hahas. wonderful service todae. gonna make this a fast bloggie erhs.nid ta go plae my Cm 4 before heading to my tution homework. havent done tat for like 2 weeks. loads of things mans. hahas. okok. really wanna share abt todae's enpowering service.

The worshipp leaders did a wonderful thing. hope that God was pleased at all our brotherrs and sisters fro their love that gave to one another. yupps. christians are real lloving pple ya knoe. hahas. erhs. well. had the training class for harvasting be4 service and then prayer meet in one shot. soon after that was the wonderful service? songs were nice. especially the running after u. tot abt planet shakers and ms shern bangsehh me. hahas. she did'nt buy the tics at the end wadever larhs erhs. hrmm. sermon was done by sister shirley. she did a great job mans. hahas. erhs. tot abt commiting to an atmosphere of love. cools larhs. learnt how to love my neighbours and love God wif all my heart soul and mind. glad at my learnings todae. hahas. jonathon went missing sia. hahas. i stu strongly believe that God will make an impact in his life and soon. yar i will see him excited for God's love. easter season. well well. harvest tym. ahhas. gonna bring loads and loads of pple down to Chruch. see them convert and yar. start to retain them mans. nxt week will be the starting of third service this means that DMM after that is gonna be real late. hahas. its at 3 larhs. so end abt 5? ahhas. DMM wil then end abt 7 to 8 plus. ahhas.

todae was second meeting of DMM for me. real excited to be able to serve God. ahhas. erhs. glad to be in the coreteam. hope that yupps. God will use me. hahas. ok. then i decided to join usher. told bing liangs le. he wil inform jo for me. erhs. hrmms. tot abt getting intuu DMM and then ministry. hope that soon yar. i will be able to be a CL larhs. hrmms. okok. my target is july. CL by july. believe i can do it larhs. ahhas. GOd will use me!! hahas. will pray to him!.

ookok. shall end here. hrmms. God bless u all. love ya

2005-02-25T01:45:00.000-08:00

heyys pple. well well. hahas. this week is a veri special week for me. hahas. well. i hav ben wif christ for abt 7 months le. kinda glad at the things i hav achieved for God and yar. how he has used me. hahas. alot things were lost and gain over the past few months. firstly, i lost one veri good fwen. ahahs. those whu know me well shld know bahh. hrmms. its a great lost larhs. bud yar. i learnt many things from it? hahas. well. at least i gained some "learnings". Friendships are impt. although i lost that wonderful friend. ahahs. i stu hav my brothers!!! hahas. she have been a real gud fwen larhs. seriously. haas awaes there by my side before i was a christian.well. thigns do happen and pple come and Go. hahas. never regretted wad happen todae. hahas. just glad that God is stu wif me erhs?

hahas. on to my follow upies and sheeps. ahahs. shane!!! well well. my first sheep i hav retained. glad that u gave ur life for God. its relle a great ddecision u made. hahas. erhs. can see u mature alot over these months. glad that u are happy to serve God by entertaining his pple. hahas. sowie arhs,. kip saeing u stumble over pple. its a joke arhs. haas. and yar. sowie for tehhing ur nehh. hahas. okok. alvin. haas. well well. the first guy visitor i brought to church. ahas. ok. can see u relle grow in God's words over tis week. glad to see u growing so much. continue to enjoy serving God and his pple. yeahx? junwei and dennis. gonna make this short kkaes? erhs. its great to hav u in church being brothers in christ. encourage u to open up to christ and yar. open ur hearts to him and summit to him soon? yeahx. ivan! hahas. ok. kinda cool guy. just hope tat u can make it down to church often erhs?

to that best friend/buddy. thanks for everything. i would'nt be in church if u havernt brought me. glad to knoe u!!1 hahas. well well. still sisters and brothers erhs. ahahs. erhs. pray tat u wil become a shepie and a careleader soon. ahahs. can see u arhs. quite stubborn bah. ahahs. bud yar. kip up the good work and lets finish this race and glorify God erhs>? hahas. okok

well. todae was kinda dumb larhs. hahas. woke up early in the morning cosh i meeting lings at like 6.30? she volunteered to teach me. ahahs. thanks sister. bud yar. i was kinda late at first. left my hse at 6.20 knew i was goin to be late. so me, as a nice guy, did'nt wan chialings to wait. ahahs. so i took a cab. wah laus. 4 bucks lehx and the dumb part is that chias is late! hahas. dumb. the canteen was in total darknes?? ahas. bud yar. i decided to start myself bud i fell asleep soon after. ahhas. then kai jie came walked pass the canteen and saw me. ahhas. he decided to help me. hahas. chias came soon. so. i had two MD pple teaching me. hahas. so nice rite? hahas. did some examples and yar. kinda understand them. hahas. then shern came and haolian her amaths skill. dumbass. hahas. erhs. pei pei, sheeting and jiali came soon and shern, chias and pei were surrounding me to teach me maths. hrmms. its like they ding themselves and argueing ammong themselves. =x

hahas. so yar. went flag raising and hrmms felt sian. tot of the past once more. bud yar. reminded myself that God is stu using me for his Good work. hahas. shud'nt think abt these stuffs. God will decidee erhs. ahahs. okok. then had this dumb Amaths test. looking at tan eng chiu face relle makes wme wanna puke? hahas dunno why bud yar. hahas. will speak to God abt that? ahahs. the Amaths test was a total flunk! erhs. ahhas. thanks chia. its nort ur fault. hahas. erh. wad i did in the moring did not appear in the test. hahas. bud yar. thanks chias, its kinda hard to teach me and glad u hav the courage to take up the duty.=x hahas. erhs. then had PE, played frissssbeeeee. ahahs. kinda funn. hahas. and that dumb pei zhi was like reminding me of my short legs. dumbb ass. ahhas. short legs run faster erhs. ahahs. MR khor yong keong went to basketball compeitition again. so yar. missing the whole dae. hahas. erhs. helped mr khoo bring cones bakk. see. i so nice arhs. ahas. then saw jasmine and the rest taking the trials for the school sports meet. hahas.erhs. hope they can get in. hahas. think shar has a higheer chance. she seems like sporty kind? hahas. so yar. had recess and yar. spend the tym in class pestering jane quek for sweets and more sweets. ahas. was sent out of class by ms soh for nort bringing my textbook. was enjoying the wind when she called me in again. she said i had the notes so i could stae in class. see. no wonder my dae is dumb cosh of dumb things. hahas. okok.

then had english. went to com lab to type the newspaper report. hahs. think ms lim is kinda pissed wif my attidude. ahahs. all teachers are pissed wif me now. duno why. hahas. whuc ares larhs. =x erhs. then had chinese again. the teacher was pissed wif me. hahas. she wants me to stae bak nxt tues. hahas. suay sia. so sian kkaes. see her. she see me. sit there whole dae. ahahs. erhs. did'nt go for st john todae. cosh yar. my mum wanted to bring me eslewhere. i came home early. talked to pei pei on the bus. tok abt her again. hahas. not gona remind myself abt her larhs. dumb pei. remind me. ahahs. bud yar. told her dumb stuffs. hrmms. tthen erhs. came home and sat infront of tv and enjoyed MTV. hahas. yeahs!!!. i love mtv. i rocks. ahahs

hrmms. welll. i think i gonna end here erhs hahas. tml service. haahs. gonna enjoy myself and yar. make jesus the centre of my life. hahas. God bless u all. take cares. bye.

losing a friend is like losing half of ur life.
i hav found my best friend, Jesus.
i am dumb?
the dae is dumb...

miss my pillow. hahs
=x

2005-02-21T03:35:00.000-08:00

okok. i knoe i knoe. hahas. its long since i last blogged. well. kinda busy erhs. hahas. okok. shall tok abt todae. GREAT DAE. =X.. hahas. woke up quite late and ended reaching school later. hahas. okok. shern called me. guessed i disappoint her when i told her i was still at day and night while she sits at the canteen eating her noodles. ALONE!!! whaha okok. nvms larhs erhs. ahahs. okok. well. great things happen todae. i managed to kip myself reminded of God's presence in my life. yar. and yar. practising the fruits of spirit. love joy peace patience kindness goodness gentleness faithfulness and self control! hahas. yeahx. shall practise all these. hahas. okok. thats all for todae. God bless and yar. God will make a wayy

2005-01-29T03:47:00.000-08:00

helos.. hahas. wonderful dae tdae. had a wonderful service gooing on todae and relle getting excited for the Kingdom of GOd. hahas. well. we got two more new converts on the chung cheng guys side!!! hahas. thank God. God is really working in chung cheng mans. hahas. well. my problem shld be solved le. felt better after todae service. and tot wad pastor said was right. are we only gonna please and get excited for him in the four walls of nexus?? no!!! so yar. decided. wanna make God smile. serve him. nort onli in the four walls of nexus. bud outside. first stepp. bring myself up. and live by GOd in light nort darkness. cools right? hahas kinda.

so yar. woke up early todae. met jason at macs at abt 11.20. was kinda late. so yar. we had to go shopping for the vistiors from hope brisbon? issit? hahas. nort sure. bud yar. bris sumthing. hahas. wanted to buy them diapers. =X. telling them that we are always God's children bbud yar. decided that it was'nt a gud idea. shoo yar. jason and me spllit up from the shooping grp and had shepherding,. hahas. bud yar. in the end. no tym then wenta eat. did'nt eat much cosh stmach ache. then expected later during prayer meet wil go shit de. haahs. and it came true!!. ahahs. then went nexus toilet. there gort one speaker. during prayer meet. watever the worship leader was saying can be heard right above me. hahas. shoo ya. kinda cool cosh nort anione can hear worshop while shiting rite. and can u believe it? its live!!!! hahas. okok. then headed to meet IVAN!! hahas. met him and went to arcade to plae. then later met up wif alvin lim and ryunnie. ahhas. head off to church together. saw the pple of HOpe. they look so ready to praise God!! amen. hahas. then went in, the service started after awhile. hahas. then yar,. started wif performaces ofdrums and piano. kinda cools. love. it. thank God for the musicians!!!

hahas.. then i found out jonathon was a christian from trinity church. hahas. bud no longer larhs. cosh he now join our church!! hahas. cools mans. relle excited in seeing so mani chung cheng guys in hope. ahhas.. hahas. so yar. ryun kiat converted too!! hahas. then after service. hang out at S11. and u knoe whu i met. our chung cheng high school book shop ex auntie!! hahas. she working at s11 sia. hahas. told chia lings abt it and she was shochked. haahs.kinda cools. now sat can see her. hahas. okok. i gtg le. hahas. byeeee

2005-01-26T03:44:00.000-08:00

helo.. shoriee guys. did'nt relle blogged for so long. dun blame me kakes? relle had alort of problems over the past few weeks. well. i accounted le. hahas. just wanted to plce this post. nidded a space for myself. been cheerful over this weeks. bud no one actually knoes wadd i go through. i feel relle bad this few weeks. felt like a complete jerk. felt that things went bonkers and carn cope it. well. i am lucky to still hav daddy. sumtyms. these problems relle flood me. i even lost sight of daddy for awhile. i relle felt badd. and to that person. its nort just abt u kkaes. its other stuffs too. well. i lost this damm close friend larhs. till now i duno wads the reason. haii. some sae i wanted to stead. then wadd. bud serious. i never even said a word abt stead. helo. i did'nt even wanna do anithing abt this and things just pile up intuu a whole big mess. i duno wad i am even writing now. i am in a stae of cunfusion. is this the harder way to learn this logic--- i do not own anything. and i can lose everything. i hav oni God. well i relle hav lost this close fwen and yar. she hav been relle important in my life. when i meet my other friends. she's int eh grp too. she did'nt tok to me. i did';nt mutter a word. everything is reellle quiet. i no longer spoke to her le. its been a week. avooidin. i am nort avoidin u. i am conering myself. i knoe. i dun hav self control. thats why i left myself out of all these. and yar. in darkness. i still suffer the aftermath of this whole thing. this lame thing. its been relle affecting me. gonna get out. just gonna climb my wayy out of this.

sheeps. relle wan serve God. relle did my best le. i duno wad went wrong,. one of u. u knoe which is u. i duno wad u feelin now. whether u are pissed wif me. i duno wad to tell u. wad did i do wrong?? i dunno wadd u feelin larhs. bud yar. everything gonne go well soon. i no longer will follow up on u barh.. i relle duno wad to do now. ARHHH my life is chiku mans. i am caught int he middle of so mani stuffs. nd tan eng chiu. why must u awaes ick on me. i just never hold pen in class nia. wads ur prob. sae i rude. WAHH. i wud'nt fight wif u if u never provoke me lorhs. ARHH.. anger relle been out of hand!!! EMOTIONS. wahhh. just had a sermon on this less than a week. yet i carn control emotions. God gimme strength. haii.

relle hope things will get better. u knoe. i knoe. one action can solve the whole thing. u aawaes seem to be the one wifout mistakes. i tell u. i am in this becosh of u too. no one's blaming u. it seem that u are blamin me. i duno wad the heck. bye.

2005-01-09T04:28:00.000-08:00

cools. just went shopping for clothes. hahas. had a great tym. actually wanted to buy liverpool jersey. bud yar.. did'nt buy instead. hahas. aniwaes. God touched me durin service yest. relle cool service. and yar. request is can wait de. bud demand carn. shoo i chose to request from God and be a guai son. nort somekind of demanding one. well. nth to sae le. lazy to type. eeks. hahas. byeee

2005-01-05T04:28:00.000-08:00

heyys. hahas. sowie. veri log never blog le. kinda veri tired this few daes. slept early yest. my life is veri exciting now. hahas. and of cosh busy. and i think i bacame diligetn. ani waes. i think i liked sumone. hahas. yeahs. she is homework!!!. hahs. yeahs. i siao le. i decided to force myself to do homework. then i did it in a wae that i wil learn from it. nort for the sake of finishing it. and glad to sae. i fell in lurve wif it!! hahas!!! yeahs. gtg le. byeeee

2005-01-03T05:09:00.000-08:00

hahas

school is niceee..

love it......

2005-01-02T02:45:00.000-08:00

heyy pple.. haha. todae did'nt go out. actually wanted to go shern hse to study. then follow up on shane. bud yar. my mum se canort. then nvms lorhs. hahas. sho yar. staed home the whole dae. havernt finish homework. i duno how to do. hahas. shoo yar. tml go school then ask pple. hahas. well. nth much on todae.osho. oh yar.

i dun wan go school

i dun wan wear long pants.

i look cukuu

lings.

stop laughin.

2005-01-01T06:45:00.000-08:00

heyys pple. hahas. i hav decided to call my self a bandung freakk.. hahas.

well. todae had service. alvin mok did'nt come. sho there was no follow up. supposed to hav follow up. then jason late. then he sae. jeremy haver wake up. shoo no follow up. hahas. then liddat lorhs. well. todae was ooneee funnnnii dae. WHAHA.well service was cool todae. it relle touched me. this new year. gonna work hard for God. gonna be salt and light in my school thank God he used me. now i am a follow uper. gonna relle work hard for God. gonna pick his lost sheeps bakk. shane especially. gonna bring him bak to God. yeahs. yarr. then alvin lim and dennis chua. yarr. nid to follow up onn them. thank God. i finnali relle hav a job to do for God. i am employed!! yeahs. actually i am awaes employed. love pple. hahas. hahas. well. lets get bak to todae. after service. we went to basement one to meet up. EAST D goin restructure. well. in the end. they never annouce. hahas. then i anted to buy bandung. then jason sae pei me. hahas. then we pale along the wae. he try to attack me. i awaes siamin. haahs. bouight bandung. went off. hahas. then shern called jush as i reachd cuppage. shoo yar. i ask jason pei me. then he have to go there again hahas. its at starhub. whaha. then shern gave me a card. thanks girll. hahas. then i bought ANOTHER bandung. then came bakk. was tryin to irritate jaosn. then we were plaein aall the wae. hahas. then reach cuppage. derrick wan go buy bandung. shoo i pei. i asked jason. and he came along AGAIN. hahas. he quite fed up. comin to and fro. then i bought ANOTHER bandung. well. in all. i drank 3 cups of bandung. hahas!! nice dae. over i all. hahas. God bless. byeee

2004-12-31T03:00:00.000-08:00

heyys pple. hahas. todae kinda sian larhs. whaha. well. woke up at 7.15. had to go school larhs. hahas. shoo head tu school reach there and plaeed soccer. hahas. plae awhile then go cca le. yeahs

well. after that. went to makan. and continued soccer. we plaeed wif dong ling, kah tai, jontathon and a sec 3 guys. haha. managed to score a hat trick.. hahas. quite lucky. then they left. we continue to plae in the rain. gort wet. shoe wet everywhere wet. lucky my bagg stil dry. whaha.

now slacking in front of com. nth to do. hahas. byee pple..

2004-12-30T07:43:00.000-08:00

heyys. todae was nice!! hahas. woke up quite late though. at 1? hahas. sumone said i was a pigg. i tot she herself was one. bud she woke up at 12. shoo yar.. okays. i'm the pig hahas

well. woke u at 1. agnes came over to my hse. hahas. missed her!!! have'nt seen her for like 2 months? hahas. went to hang out wif her. yeahs. then she wanted to slp. sho i had to give my room to her. hahas. see. i soo nice. yarr. sho i came onlne.. then crapp wif lings. haas. think she wan die off le. hahas. then my sis called. jioed me out for movie. shoo went out lorh. she fetched me to tamopinies first. she duno wadd manager for wallet shop shoo yar, she hav to go ppass posters for the tsunami donation to the wallet shops. yar. sho went to TM. saw this cute wallet. the cover write. this is one lame wallet. sho yar. i bought it. bud i dun hav it now. i charge it to sis account. shoo gort discount then she sae she wil get it for me. yeahs. shoo pple. u see anithing in walleet shopp. tell me kakes. i help u guys get. ahhas. bud mus see my mood. hahas

shoo we stil hav to head to orchard. we nid pass posters to planet travellers at paragon and the wallet shop at heerens. ahhas. cool. shoo yarr. paragon was givin out free candy floss. wanted to get de. bud the sight of sho mani young kids quein up. nahh. dun wan snatch from them. hahas. mabbe i was jus lazy? hahas. yarr. shoo we headed to TAKA. did'nt watch the movie cosh we were late. went walking ard. lame wif my sis. then we went to adidas shop. hahas. saw this cuteeee shirt. hahas. wanted to buy. yeahs. the water bottle too. bud since charlotte gettin for me. sho i wait lorhs. hahas. yeahs. then we head to bugis. waitin for my whole familie to meet us for dinner. went to cofee bean. drank pure choc. hahas. sis drank sunrise. sho er xin. l;ike vitamin C taste liddat. hahas. sho we slack there. then theres this couple behind us. the lady like goin to cry le. then the guy like veri stress. then they stone there. hahas.

then familie came. then head to AJISEN RAMEN. hahas. went there and makan. ate the rice. thenn they eat spicy. stomach pain. shoo yyar.. carn eat. hahas. sho happilyate my rice wif cheeken. hahas.

well. head home soon after. nono. we went to video shopp. and bought white chicks. haahs. wheeess. byeee

2004-12-29T02:57:00.000-08:00

todae was another joy-filled dae. i wam relle enjoyin my lif wif my Father. yeahs.

well. todae. we were supposed to go to sentosa. bud dennis dedcided to change plan and head down to bedok instead. shoo jason, piku and i were thinkin that mabe the tidal waves comin the dennis scared we die. haha. bud dennis explained that there were nort enuff pple to go to sentosa. i was thinkin. mabbe is the NBs. there are over 10 of them. and onli one came. thats derrick bro. jonathon. yeahs. thank God for himm!!. actually andy comin de. bud he disappear. yang zhou was quite sad. and he told me he was like blamin himself. saein that he cud'nt take care of one sheep. i did'nt knoe wadd to sae. i tot of shane. i did'nt relle take care of him too. thats why he did'nt come bakk often. well i guess its nort the right tym for shane yets. he's still P5 aniwaes. yarr. theres this thing thats buggin him,. everytym he came to church. he will feel unwell. he was kinda sick when he came the last tym.. yarr. kinda worried for him.. hope he comes down soon. did'nt relle wanna pester him.. yarr. scared he's afraid of church. yarr.. shoo yarr. i stopped callin him le. bud i sms him at tyms. yeahs. hope God speaks thru his sister

well. then we headed to the hawker centre. and dennis decided that EAST D will buy food. head down to library there play ground. and then we feast. hahas. was kinda climmbin here and there and the playground and yupp. as usua. there background music from me, jason, jeremy and derrick. hahas. shoo yarr. well. alvin lek came!! thank God for him. kinda never see him for awhile le. shoo yar,. glad he came. i relle lurve my brothers in EAST D. they fill my life wif joy. the look on apinun's face when i suan him. the jason 'laughter' when sumthing dumb happens. the " wah lau.piku!!" voice from jeremy. the another type of funny laughter from dennis. and of cosh. yi qi lame scissors paper stone game. haha. well. kai jie made it todae too. wow. mani pple came. hardly see them. kai jie faces parentatl objections. sho hope he comes down often. did'nt see ye hhui though. nigel went to korea. shoo did'nt relle enjoy his beg presence. hahas. then yarr. erhs. kevin. yar. had'nt see him in awhile. yupps.

kkaes. then after lunch. dennis spoke abt luke 15. the parables of lost sheep and coins. well. he wanted to put this across. when one NB wanders off. or ani one of us bakslides. we hav to put down everything and go after them. bring them bak to christ. then dennis scared me. he told me that i movin to ED1. hahas. i was like HUH>>>?? then jason sae. jeremy will be my shepherd. i was like HUHHHHH. hahas,. carn be.. if they put me and hhim. chaos mans. haahs. well. it was'nt true. hahas. then we had to split intuuour caregrps and do postcards for new B. i am still in the process of writin. hahas. i just gort informed on follow uping alvin mok. a sec one guy. yeahs. chialing'sm visitor. shoo i hav to follow up on alvin lim, dennis and alvin mok. hahas. two alvin. hahas. yarr. met up wif alvin lim and dennis. shoo alvin mok shud be on sat. after shepherding wif jason. well. these activities relle fill my life. i lurveee them mans. yupps. thank God he use me. and relle wanna hel this pple. i duno if i hav lost shane. bud i am certain that i will nort lose this three. orh yar. alvin lek was suppose to come along wif me to meet up these three. jason wanted him to see wd happens i think. yeahs. okok. enuff of sheep things. then later. ED3 splitted from teh rest. and we went to visit jia hao. a new believer. sec 4 nxt year. yeahs. went to his hse. slack for awhile. then went to plae CS. startin. i was customisin the buttons. dunno whu go switch the buttons till duno wadd.. hahas. yarr. shoo when i finnaallli started. they killed me 10 tyms. darn. has. nvms. anitwaes. veri glad that God place me wif these bunch of jokers. hahas. relle enjoyed them. hahas. then i came home and blog. yarr. sat i goin to buy shirts i think. thinkin of the addidas ones. hahas. and saturdae is gonan be a longggg dae. hahas. byeeee

2004-12-28T03:34:00.000-08:00

yeahhh!!! thank God for todae!!

hahas. i had follow up this morning. jason did'nt come. shoo i had tuu do the follow up wif the NBs alvin and dennis. yupp. then i was supposed to meet alvin in the morning at 10. i told my mum to wake me up at 9. bud she forgot!! hahas. she tot it was a dream that i spoke to her last night. hahas. i set alarm too. at 9. then i still cud'nt wake up.. well. i woke up at 10. haha. that was the tym i was suppsoed to meet. alvin woke me up by callin me twice. ahahs. thank Gd i woke up. hahas. was like rushing. i went ta bathe and immediatly rush to sing post. i was thinkin. i usually can wake up easily wadd. then i tot. orhh. God mus be testing my patience. shoo i did everything calmly. pack my bag and stuff. and i went to the bus stop. i did'nt run nor rush. then 154 came. i took it and yes. i reached there at 10.19. hhas.

i shared to alvin abt my past and stuff.. yar. and u knoe wadd. i decided to share it here. todae!! hahas. shoo u guys shud be glad kkaes? that i share my story. ahahs.kk. i share le kakes?

erh.. it all started in pri 6. i kinda gort a girlfwen. did'nt relle remember wadd happen alrhs. i think a fwen intr me tuu her. shoo yar. first lurve. hahas. then we broke up soon. after abt 4 months. and i was sad. too bad i did'nt came to knoe God that tym. well. then i gort to sec 1. at the end of iit. i gort another girl larhs. then there was another girl that came in. abit luan. haha. jush knoe that i had alort of ex larhs. then i did'nt feel gud abt it at al. then shern asked me to go church. shoo i went. and i recieved christ. thank God i made that decision. then i changed. yupp. idecided to focus on God instead of girls. and i changed. yeahs. then i did'nt relle care abt girls le. shoo yar. now ish all abvt glorfyin God. and serious. my life is more filled wif joy than ever. ahhas

shpo yar. thats my story. then dennis our UL came. becosh he wantecd to see how i did. then i was kinda nervous. cosh dennis was like the senior. then i felt wierd. shoo i tried my best too follow up. then i tot i did badly. yar.. buden dennis msg me and said i did a gud job. thank GOd i was stil okay. then new believers learnt sumthings too. yeahs. thank GOd that he spoe thru me. haha..

byee

2004-12-26T20:38:00.000-08:00

heyys. pple. glad tuu see u guys again. haha.s aniwaes.i knoe i veri longg never blog le. shoo sowie kkaes? haha.

Christmas!! yeahs. christmas. jush went over.. it relle rocks tuu me. and it means alort tuu me too. i was saved by Jesus. he ish my saviour. hahas. christmas service on eve was perfect. the lights were nice. the pple were smilin. everyone was hyperr. well. chung cheng guys had 5 new covnerts. AMEN!!. hahas. it was chao cool. cosh. eD has finnalyy started tuu grow shoooo much. haha, Alvin and dennis. both i bring de. converted. was relle proud and glad they made the right decision. yeahs. hahas. then yarr.. noww. hav tuu meet them for follow ups. haha. abit wierd. we 3 veri gud fwens. then i. yarr. guai4.. nvms. tml i havv tuu meet them. soo pray that God wil speak tuu them thru me. yar.. hahas.

well. i jush came bakk from my cousin hse. went there ta staeoverr. hahas. accounted tuu shepie yest night. he seems tired.. takee cRES.. the christmas partyy was okays larhs. noah's ark was in action again. theeir ark carn seem tuu sinkk. hrmms. haha. kidin. hahas. erm.. then the food was nice. jason gave me a license tuu fart as a christmas gift.. kinda kkuukuu on me. hahas. then recieve card. i went home soon. the rest went for carollin and wenta gwennie hse tuu stae. yeahs. hahas. then i took bus 40. saw this guy. tot he was familiar. i stared at him and realised that i played soccer wif him at tampinies last week. HEee. then we were like. heyys!!m MERRY CHRISMTAS!!!. hahas, kinda cool that warmth feelin when u greet each other. yeahs. all pple are God's pple. soo they are like brudders and sistas tuu me. hahas..

well. tml hav tuu meet those two guys..

pray for me kakes?

byeee

2004-12-16T02:29:00.000-08:00

heyys. haha. well. todae wad kinda fun.. kinda spend the whole mornin and afternoon out. hahas. yeahs.. it was relle fun. hahas.

i woke up at 9. ask myy mummie to buy fishball oodles for my breakfast. haha. i shoo bad sia. then later. i eat le. i rush go bathe to meet my fwens 10 at aljunied. ahah. then reach there. still gort one veri dua pai guy late. shoo we decided to plae soccer first at the field. then me and my fwens decided ta bully this guy called yin hau. haha. then wee plaepassin. haha. then we kip passin ta him. becosh he wear slipper. he wil tend ta kick the ball wif his slippers flyin. haha. then there was once. we caught his slipper. then dun let him take bak. then he walked ard SLIPPERLESS,,, hahas. then we plae passin again.yeahs. my high ball improved. hahas. then later. that veri dua pai guy come. then we head ta fwen's hse. haha. did the script for the presentation nite. i was kinda like the host? haha. or shud i sae. EMCEE. haha. no choice. kana chosen. hrmms. mabbe i hav the talent. haha. yuPps. then after that. me and sum guys chiongg ta tampines. yeahs. we went ta the sports hall cosh they book badminton courts. i lost ta ryunnie. bud. i won dennis and yin zhi. yeahs. haha. ohh.. i saw seng kim be4 headin ta the sports hall. i rann across the road shoutin seng kimm!! haha. then he went ta scold me. haha. sae veri dangerous. and me. bein shoo guai. sae. orhs. haha. see. i am guai sia. haha. then after the games. we wenta hav lunch at KFC. kinda late lunch at abt 3. then we went to socer courts ta plae soccer./ haha.. the malays were like.. nvms. haha. racist. haha. i did'nt manage ta score larhs. and i oni gort one shot. i had ta do it FAR. cosh the defenders were like. haha. buidling a wall in front of me. hahas... well. then later. took 65 home. yeahs. the bus ride was chaoo long. haha. like wat sia. wanted ta slp de. bud scare overslept..

tml hav SANA course...

pray that on sat. i wun be late for church...

god bless. byeeee

2004-12-13T23:00:00.000-08:00

heyys. haha. yePps. anoter post. haha. todae. nth relle happened larhs. kinda sianded at home. online osho no one de. haha. yest.. i had wfl. gort this topic on studies. haha. then we had ta split to 4 grps. and debate on whether we shld study? haha. yeahs. i was on the team against studyin larhs. shoo.. me grp started of. haha. then i sae... the bible awaes mentions abt bein fruitful. then i sae. since the bible sae mush fruitful we shld nort study and be fruitful aha. then kinda dummb. then the girls team.. gort ts girl.. whole body osho green in colour one.. haha. she go against me. then sae wat. we are underage. our bodies nort develop. how are we goin to get fruitful. then i stand and shoot her bakk. since u sae underage. means we haver marry. and how are we gonna hav sex if we are nort married./ isn't it a sin. then she tiam. haha. then the followin few argue. she kip shootin us. even be4 we speakin. she shoot liao. kim was osho in our team larhs. then kim haver speak finish. she osho shoot. kinda siao one she. haha... nvms. its jush a game. like shern sae. she like wan kill us liddat. haa.. kk. then later. went to hav dinner and stuff be4 headin home. kinda feel down yest nite. yarrs.. cosh of sum things larhs. haha. then.. hrmms.. wat else arh. i dun think hav le. haha. toae. i started studyin and stuff.. jush finish 2 hours of stdyin. shoo decided to slack first. haha. be4 embarkin on another journey through the geok. haha.. kk. take care guys. bye

2004-12-10T04:43:00.000-08:00

yozz pple.. haha.. yuPp.. bak from camp!! yeshhh.. haha... kkaes. lets tok abt this wonderful camp kkaes... its relle fun larhs.. hahas..

1st dae..
woke up at 6.30.. nided to prepare to go to eunos. where they fetch us to the campsite.. yuPp. the camp site is at harbour front there.. haha.. well. gort to eunos at 7.30 shart.. met up wif some chung cheng bois.. haha.. gort kai jie from 2 JT. alex from 2 JT. sec 3 de james. and. alvin from sec 3 too.. yeahs. started to tok wif them and stuff. then.. we got on the bus. haha. i was supposed to be in grp 4. which makes me the same team wif alex. was kinda happi. cosh gort sumone i knoe out of 75 pple goin there. yupps.. then. we took a 30 mins bus ride there.. fiinnali we arrived.. was'nt relle excited cosh.. duno. mabbe too mani strangers ard.. and mostly were sec 3... yupps.. then we entered the learning lounge. haha.. the place like chalet liddat.. everywhere osho gort dusbin. then gort garden. then the walls nort like those normal painted one.. gort pattern one sia. haha. yuPp. then we stae in the learning lounge ( LL ).. yupps. we had some games. the first game was called EVOLUTION.. haha.. ish that we are cheekens? haha.. yePPS. cheekens!!!! haha. we started out as eggs. then we had to squat down. then plae siccors. paper. stone wif those the same kind of us ( eggs..) then if we win. we will be promoted to chicks. then. we have to half squat and jump ard. and cont the siccors paper stone wif those same kind of us. then if we win. we turn into eaglEE!! haha.. then we hav to flag our wings. and fly ard. then plae siccors paper stone again wif the same kind. bud if we lose. we hav to get demoted to chicks. yePps. then if u win. u will go up stage and become some kind of immortal bird. yeahhs!! we had3 rounds. haha.. then i first round never go up. then a few osho like me veri suai. then had to do punishment.. haha. then second round!! i gort up!! whees.. haha.. fun sia. then the last round. i gort up too!! buden.. in the end. the one that become immortal bird. had to shake butt. wadd the lorhs. haha. shoo no choice. had to shake butts. haa.. then we had leactures and stuff. we had mani fun games. it was relle fun and i relle enjoyed myself.. then.. we checked in to our rooms. wah lau. the room. hotel lorh.. gort kettle to boil water one. then we gort our bed. then the bed sumore ish king koil.. then gort keycard to open the door one. haha. then we check in le./ we go downstairs to eat. then the dining hall wah lau.. osho gort air con. wherever we go. go air con sia. ahha. then the food. grt curry sia.. shoo nice. summore gort 6 kinds of drinks for us. gort lime. gort rose syrup ( i kept drinkin that osh it reminds me of lovely church).. haha., then gort orange. gort barley. gort ice water. gort.. last one i forgot. haha.. then the dining hall.. gort one mart. sell tidbits and mentos. haha. nice sia. then we went bak to LL.. again. in air con. haha. prepare for the camp fire and stuff. and.. we had to deccide a name for our grp. and our name ish!!! ACHAR!!1 yesh!!! then we gort cheer..

Boom Achar Ish The Best

Boom WE Will BeAt ThE rEsT

boom AchaR x2

Boom Boom AchaR!!!

haha. nice rite. then we gort flag sumore. soo nice lorh the flag. haha. then we had dinner and went to our rromms. although we had to slp at 11.30. we slept at abt 1? haha. yupps. cosh we started toin among our roomates. gort to knoe them they are.

saravanan (indian. from bedok town)

nafiZzzZ(malay. changkat changi)

husNi(changkat changi. malay. he and nafizz best fwens..)

han Long. ( chinese from dunman. haha)

they relle veri nice pple.. we had fun chattin and laughin all nite. haha. then decided to go to slp.

2 dae..

woke up at 5.30. i bathe first. was veri cold. haha. our rooms hav toilets one. summore gogrt heater. aghah..shoo after we bathe and stuff. we went down to hav flagraisin. yupps. haha. after that breakfast. had another dae. of FUN!! yeahs. we gort to knoe one and other. then became like we known each other for years. at night. we had campfire!! was relle fun!! we werescreamin and stuff lorh!! haha. yupps. the finish le. we gather at parade square. then the gave us candle. and ask us to hold. and remember abt the daes we were at the camp. was relle kinda cool. gonna miss those pple there sia. haha... well. then we went to our rooms. bathe and stuf.. then we all went to one another rooms tuu play. play ddao 1.30 lidat. suddenly. the residence manager barrge into the rrom. then found gort girls inside the room. we were plaein card. haha. then they immedistly force us go bak to our rooms and into our bed haha. suay sia. no more plaein. shoo had to slp..

3rD Dae. well. dun wan tok abt this dae. cosh was relle bonded this dae. and the story ish gonna be veri long. lazi to type. haha. shoo. yuPps.. thats all. byeee!!!

Har> CAmp. haha. harvest tym

2004-12-05T03:42:00.000-08:00

*ARHHH!!!

howw??? haha.. yEPps. ToMoo i will be gon Camp.... Shoo Ppe? dun MSs mE KkaEs. haha.. kkaes.. i kinda nervous erh cosh.. go there.. nort one of them i knoe de.. nvms.. i decided to Go there to plant seeds. yeahhs.. gonna make alort new fwens. and share to them abt chRist. then hopefully. they will come our chuRch! yeahs!!! hahas. okays. erm. ChuRch ChalEt Comin soon!!! whees! buden too bad larhs. caarn go.. haha. parental objection.. aww.. haha.. lets tok abt todae kkaes..

hrmm. todae was okay. kinda nort in the mood to do anithing. yePPs. cosh neervous for camp. duno why osho.. haha..ll.. haha.. erm.. actually wantd to go buy some worship disc. buden decided nort too. cosh no mood and u knoe wat. my mUMme { LnGs} will buy some for me!! yeahs!! Three cheers fOr Mumm!!! haha.. yest nite she promised me le.. haha. speakin of yest night. that Km kip faNn ME.. haha. sorta Fan larhs. she argue wif me. then we shoot EaCh Other Wif Verses andSort. then i reach a point i was kinda tired to argue. then she sae.. BRYAN. U MUSH SAE U LOSE
then she kip mentionin she win.. haha.. nvms. i put asidepride. for pride ish a thing that prevents u to surrender to God. haha. mabbe i am jush comfortin myself. ahah.. well.. i think i am ready for the camp. relle gonna work hard.. yeahs! christmas!! tym to ask pple Go DOwn aGain.. my purpose in life!! i jush found another!!

SHare to pplE Abt chriSt!
haha.. yePps.. hrmm. then jush now. i was tryin out blogskins. then i went to take this GirL's Blogskin. GOrt the Foot prints thinGy de. then i went To Find PicturEs andthen unSelf make In. haha.. i Shoo cheaPo. rite? haha.. NvMs. ThinK ShE ChrISTian Osho. SHOo shE Will Forgive!! ahhA. hope u pple like my new blogskin kkaes. haha.. hrmms. istil can remmeber all abt conference. well.guess dennis was rite. he said.

ConfERencE chanGEd Mani LivEs

and i went.. actually. i been christian for 4 months. i knew the purpose. servin God and stuff. bud my vission for that ish still quite bluurr.. and of cosh.. confernece cleard my vision. God rEle LivEs!! AmeN? haha. he lives larhs. i can confirm that.. yuPps. he relle Toyuched my Life. i sTaRTin To Think LifE As A veri MeAnnG ful thinG! yeahs.. All abt servin God and his Ppe. it Sorta colours up My LiFe

Be SAlT ANd LigHt In ur Skool

haha. thats wat i gonna be.. evern if its the soy sauce in the char kuay diao. haha.. i am lame.. ahem,... mature. hahas. well. todae. i sorta hav a tiff wif my dad. he kept pesterin me for no reasons. sorta blow up a lil. nid to COntrol.. yuiPps.. repent*

WelL i gueSstHats aBt Todae. i wil be bak on 8Th. yeahs.. til then.. dun miss me PeePX.. haha

God BleSs!

GoD Will NEver Leave Yuu Nor ForsAKe Yuu..

CheekEns Rox.

Walk Wif my Beloved Father

2004-12-04T08:52:00.000-08:00

heys pple.. haha.. thank God u willin to view my Blog.. well.. my blog ish here for u pple to see all the gReat things God had perfromed in my life.. yeahs.. God rlle changed my life larhs. as sum of my skool mates knoe. i used to be the heck care type of pple.. bud. God changed my life. i was seriously veri happi wif that. and now. i lead a joyful life and i hav set targets for my life too..

1. i wan to serve God. i wan to lurve him. serve and lurve his pple too..
2. i wan to stand out from the crowd. iwan to serve nort jush as a christian. i wanna be a carin shepie. a Good careleader
3. i wanna surrender myself t the Lord. believe in his plans. for i knoe he has great plans for me.

yepps... God relle touched my life these few daes. especially durin Conference. i believe god spoke to me. he told me ::

son. are u willing to scarcrifice fully for me

are u ready for the plans i hav for u

will u surrender ur lives to me.

and hav no worries.

and go out fully to serve me and my pple?

yupp.. i was truely touched.. i believe i can fulfill these. of cosh. wif God's strength. bein wif God is truely the happiest thing in myy life. it was a turninin point. i am glad i responded to his call. and i haver grown tired of comin to church and servin his ple and him. and i pray i will never ever fill tired...

in weakness. i find strength in him.

yupps. AMEN? pple?. haha.. and.. i too hav another target to set for myself

i wan to be more matured

yaya.. i knoe. i hav been veri immature. everyone tellin me. and mi shepie relle wan mme to cahnge. and i believe God has been tryin to reach put to me in this point. yeahs.. shoo.. yupps.. i will do that. dun worry pple.. haha...

hrmms.. this conference hav elle reinforce my christian life. i learn to haf trust in God's words.. watever he promised he will fulfill. God ish a gud god.. yupp... kkaes

write till her liao.. haha. God bleess u all kkaes!?? byee